God picks everyone's lives
how long you live
and when you die
but why did he pick you
to die when you did
i was 10
And didn't understand why he did
what he did
You were the only one who really knew me
the only one who ever tried
i didn't understand the pain i was feeling
i only knew i wanted to run away and hide
a place where no one could hurt me
So i learned how to keep the pain inside
Everyone i cared about i pushed away
All I had was a knife to make the pain fade
I learned to stop caring
So when they left
It wouldn't matter
I could throw away my parents
It wouldn't bother me a bit
Because i realized they didn't really mean S*it
They couldn't come close to what you gave me
They couldn't even remember my birthday lately
It was only a year
And I thought my life would end
But I found that gift that you had sent
That special person
that was from above
the person i was suppose to love
It's weird because his birthday
Is the day you died
He was the first boy to ever see me cry
I could just tell from the day we met
But I was still scared of being hurt
Scared he would make me cry
Scared that when I got close
he would leave me like any other guy
But after awhile I learned to trust u
And let him in
I learned that loving him
Healed some pain within
It's been almost 3 years
And he is the only one I trust
The only one I love
I can say he is a fantasy gift from above
I need this boy for life
I need to be his wife
Because without him
I wouldn't have lived
Without him I would still live the life I lived
So I guess god took you
To replaced you with him
But to me you're the only two
Who truly got in
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