Do you ever think sometimes
You made the biggest mistake of your life
And it’s just so easy for you to walk away from me
To leave me here as my eyes bleed
And it’s just so easy for you not to say one thing
But to see your screen name on just tortures me
If their was someone else that’s all you had to say
I know things can’t always go my way
But since I was a little kid
They really never did
I only wanted two things to just go right
To be close to my dad and have the love of my life
I had one then I lost the other
Now I give up I don’t even bother
Sitting right here down on my knee
Begging you to be with me
My friends tell me to quit
That it’s just not worth all this
It’s all the same she will leave you over and over
But I don’t listen to them I just give them the cold shoulder
Even my mom who don’t like me says to me
Your better than that one day she will know what she’s missing
But I can’t take another day sitting here without you
Wasting my life away not knowing what to do
Wanting more than anything just to be able to call you mine
Please come back to me this time
I keep running after you every time you leave
This time I want you to come to me
But I can’t take all this pain I’m tempted to give in
To just ask you if you’ll be with me again
I just want to have that ounce of pride
To know just for one second you’re all mine
I told you everything and I told you the truth
And now you ask what else have I done to you?
Nothing at all except for falling deep in love if that counts
Giving my heart to you over and over in large amounts
So as my eyes cry these tears
I’m looking at your picture wishing you were here
Thinking of all our memories that didn’t seem to last
I never thought you would be part of my past
You were a gift from god to me but you’re no longer in the present
But I will always think of you as my angel from heaven
