It’s like a thunderstorm in my mind,
My patience disappears, I lose control,
I forget about my beliefs,
I let go of my soul.
My mind drowns in thoughts
Of what has just begun,
And I can’t do anything,
Until revenge is done.
Then I just stop thinking,
I start yelling and screaming,
And in my mind plans of revenge
I am busy scheming.
I squeeze my friends hands so tight,
Until they nearly break,
Then I calm down again
After I cry a lake.
I hate feeling like this,
To others it’s a danger,
But it’s really not my fault
That you give me so much anger.