Devil\'s kiss

You don't meet my gaze and you're eyes are stone cold
A glare of pure hatred for me to behold
You cant see my skin that Ive painted with pain
The trails on my arms marked with all your disdain

The smallest of quivers takes hold of my hand
Put a finger to my pocket, it's more than i can stand
I lock myself away and vent all these feelings
I don't feel a thing Ive been numbed by my dealings

The glistening white tiles have soon turned to red
From the crimson betrayal and hurt that Ive bled
But deeper and deeper these wounds must not heal
So I can lie to you that this is not real

The coolness of the blade which Ive placed upon my skin
Beckons with relief and draws me right in
Dig deep with the edge then give one sharp pull
Again and again so much anger to fulfill

Watching my skin as it peels apart
The bubbles burst and the bleeding starts
Feeling relieved but it wont last for long
There's too much self-hatred, this feeling's too strong

A few hours more and you'll see me back here
With deep red rivers adjoining my tears
You cannot deny how I deserve this
My taste of sanity - devil's kiss