My Pain

by Cara   Aug 30, 2004


Crying every night. My pillows soak & wet from all the tears that Ive shed. I'm screaming in my head & wishing i was dead trying to cope with all this pain is making me go insane I wish somebody cared i feel so alone in this world, I'm invisible to the human eye at night i hold my teddy bear, for a little comfort here and there. I have scars all over my arms i have a razor blade that i hide i get it out every night and cut my wrist from side to side trying to relieve all the pain i have inside one of these days I'm going to run out of blood and then out of luck someday this cutting will take my life I'm not sure when that is when that day comes all my pain will finally go away!!!

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  • 20 years ago

    by Samantha Mae

    Cara,
    hey chick im all ways here for oyu when you need someone to talk to. dont be afriad to call when you want to talk to some one i love you just like a sister and care about you so much jsut remember that im allways here for you

    LYLAS,

    your secret box, sam

  • 20 years ago

    by Jennifer Fox or Jackson

    Cara,,,Please dont ever try to hurt yourself in anyway or even think about it!! I need you so much...You help me through every single day by just the sound of your voice calling my name from down from our school hallway...I dont know what I would do if I ever lost you...You are so important to me...I know you are in a whole lot of pain...Pain lives with me every day too...I ammit I have no life...I dont have anything...You are the only person I hold on for...You have always been there for me...I never had a friend as great as you...You listen to me when I need you and give me the advice I plea for...You erase the tears from my mind! You make my days overjoyish! Please hold on for me...dont worry we have the rest of our lives to live after we get out of our hell holes! I know you been through alot more then me...What will I ever do when my time comes...I think about hurting myself everyday! But I think of those that I have to hang on for...I hang on for you, my family, and whatever God plans for me! I love you so much chick because you are so special to me...You are my greatest BEST FRIEND ever............this poem you wrote made me cry so hard...It left me speechless......I think we need to run away(lol)!!!! We need to get away from this drama...You know my head spins everytime I wake up in the morning cuz I think about how much I WISHED!!! I WISHED I WAS SOMEONE ELSE...I WISH I WOKE UP IN A DIFFERENT WORLD....IN A DIFFERENT BED! I WISH I HAD SO MUCH MORE YET SO MUCH LESS! I WISH I WAS ABLE TO BE THE PERSON YOU ARE! So many wishes, so little time! Time is so valuable you know...It dont last forever yet it last every breath we take and every step we make!...It is what we make of it...Whether you think so or not I think you are so much more then you give yourself credit for...You made a difference to me! AND I MEAN IT!!! When we got into that HUGE arguement last year and we refused to be each others friend...I almost died...It killed me inside...I was the biggest wound I ever had...Yet here we are...We made it...I dont plan on ever getting into those big fights again...No matter how much I disagree about something...You mean so much more to me then my personal beliefs...Well I better cut this cuz I know it will probably end up being really long...I LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND YOU BETTER KNOW THAT!!! You are so special to me...Your my highlight in this world! LYLAS...Your Best Friend FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND(I think you get the point)...JeNnIe A. FoX

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