I need him

Tears falling from my eyes
Crying to the deep blue skies

Somebody please help me
No one will take the time to see

How hurt I am
I feel like I'm damned

Because nobody cares
Because to some it scares

The love I feel inside
That no longer can be denied

Because I need him now
But he will only say why or how

I have cursed love
That will send me to the sky above

But the hurt won't go away
No one listens to what I have to say

About a boy who won't get out of my head
Screaming and thinking of things, I will dread

He rules my life
As I put up a never ending strife

I try to fight the lure
But I can't resist anymore

I want him
I need him

My life is nothing without him near
When he speaks there's nothing else I can hear

I see him standing across the hall
But when I try to talk, I always stall

Without him I can't live
thers nothing for him i would not give

All I have is my love
The sweet tender feeling of a gentile dove

I want him
I need him

I can't take this anymore
And need him by my side or waiting outside my door

If I don't have him, I will die
Floating up into the sky

Is it simply just too late?
Will I end up at heavens front gate?

No one will stop to help me
Because no one else can see

See the way I love him
But his feelings back are dim

I'm losing patience with myself
As the book of my story gets set up on my shelf

No one knows the need I feel
Ignoring me all I can do for now is deal