No One Know's *Part One*

by Mass Murder   Aug 31, 2004


They don't know if I'm happy
or if it's just an act
They don't know why i don't cry
or do i hold it back
They don't know y I'm not angry
They don't know why I'm not scared
They don't know my feelings..it was way to much to bare

It seems I'm always happy
It seems I'm always there
But my true feelings are hidden in side..

It's hard to think
It's hard to sleep
It;s hard to think of myself weep

It was my brother
he was my friend
it was in my room
Where sexually abuse happened..
i seemed doomed

When i think about it
I blame myself
there's not other way...
I know it bad for my health
All these feelings no one seems to see
But i know these feelings hide in me

*This really happen..i really doubt if anyone reads it because it's long..but if u do..thanks allot..this was the only way i could get my feelings out..(please rate and comment if u want) think you

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  • 20 years ago

    by TAinted vįŕťues

    nice poem....u write real good stuff...i wish i could let go off my pain the way ou do...i never can manage to vent up my feelings...i am ver sorry abt u...like don said be proud of being who u are....its' easier to face life then
    Bye Take Care....Ani

  • 20 years ago

    by don mohr

    You are one hell of a brave young
    lady. Be careful whom you share
    your thoughts with, and please, dont
    ever feel you take up space wherever
    you go. Thats like saying your not
    worth anything, and seeing the reaction
    with this letter(poem)-you ARE important and worth waiting for, that
    special someone who can bring it all
    together.(like Humpty Dumpty!)-know
    what i mean?...but that was a boy.

  • 20 years ago

    by Just Ariel

    meggie............oh.................um........who.............what...........uh............which bro did this 2 u........

  • 20 years ago

    by kRyStA_+

    aww im really sorry that happened to you. your a good writer and its better to get out ur feelings then keep them locked inside cuz it will only make things worse! you know. Good job. luv-krysta. keep up ur great writing..

  • 20 years ago

    by Hannah M.

    I liked this one. It is good that you were able to get your feeling about what happened out. It is better than keeping them locked up inside of you. I am sorry this happened. Keep up the writing.
    ~Hannah~

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