It hurts me to try to be there for him when I can't even get ahold of him.
It huts me to try to be strong when I don't even know what's going on.
I try to show how much I care, how much I love it when he's there.
But when I need him most it's like he's vanished, as if he is a ghost.
I don't know how to stay strong when things just wont stop going wrong.
I'm trying hard to be his comfort, but it's like a wall has been built to block his call.
I told his friend and to be nice he said he'd relay the message twice.
But if he did it doesn't seem that the man I care for wants to dream.
It's like a pinch and a super-hard poke the way I feel without his vote.
