Holding back the tears
Thinking of it pierces my heart
Trying to change my ways
Giving my life a new start
Sliding on my sunglasses
To hide the eyes being filled with tears
Wondering of what's next to come
The dreams of my life or my most extreme fears
Looking though the shades
Seeing nothing but the reflection of my empty eyes
Knowing that I'm trying to hide my true heart
By the little white lies
As the sun sets down
A tear falls from my face
Because I feel I don't belong here
Id rather be alone going at my own pace
I can't think straight
I'm going out of my mind
It seems like the answers to all my problems
Are inevitable to find
I have nothing that understands me
No one to lend me a shoulder
Feeling my heart drop farther and farther down
As it keeps getting colder
My reflection gets hazier as time goes by
I don't recognize it
But its starting to look like someone else
I can't even feel it
But once I walk out that door
And I never come back here
I will have my happiness
And have someone to catch my tear
One day someone will care
One day I will have it all
And there will be no reason
For a tear to fall
I will have the perfect life
I will, one day, have someone to love
I will have the life
That everyone dreams of
So I will keep my head high
I will stay in control of this game
And let no one tell me otherwise
Let no one put me to shame
This will be me
And my heart will be elite
Until I have accomplished it all
And my life is fully complete
