Longing To Talk

As I sit here,
Wondering what to write,
What shall I put in my journal tonight?
I catch the time,
My how fast it flies by,

For it one o’clock,
And then I see you log on.
I want to talk,
Just to chat,
For with you,
My heart still belongs.

It’s been three long months,
Since we broke up,
So tell me please,
Why do I still long
To feel your touch upon me?
What is that you have done,
To hold me captive for so long?

I must be strong,
I must resist,
After all, it is your infidelity
That I detest.

Tell me darling,
Tell me please,
Why do I still love you after month three?