Deserve better

I try to see the good things and so block the bad ones out
try to remember good stuff like what you were about

I try so hard to stay focus to not even look at you
don't want you to know that I don't know what to do

and I don't wanna close me eyes I don't wanna see your face
cause I know I won't get out of that place

you are my weakness even you smile
I'll do anything so your happy for a while

I wanna let go and I know I can
but deep down I don't want to I just want ya hand

I try so hard not to cry so I can say good-bye
try to be braver to hold my head high

I don't even wanna know you cause of what you've become
I don't want nothing to do with ya hun

so no F**k you and everything you've done
f**k your loyalty you are just scum

how could you do that to me you were supposed to love me
but you are just something else something worse now I see

you don't deserve to get what you want so we won't be together
I realise no that huni, I deserve better.