Scars And Memories

((This poem isn't true..But stuff like this Happens all the time..And this is dedicated to anyone who has ever had This Happen..))

I'm alone here again
Left with nothing but scars and memories

Thoughts of you drift into my head
All I want is for you to fade

I forget nothing
Everything is clear

I remember the way you used to love me
I just want this to stop

I remember how you used to hug me
I loved you so much

But your gone now
And I have to live without you

Everyone says to get over it
They say your history

But I cant forget
I dont think I ever will

This may seem like a boy broke my heart
And in a way he did

But this boy did the unthinkable
He took a gun to his head

I wont ever understand why
He knew we all loved him

He left me here with a piece of me missing
He took a part of my heart

I Dont think I will ever heal from this
He is the one I thought I could spend my life with

But I cant now
He is gone forever

If only I could have told him
I love him one more time

If only I could Hug him
And wake up from this nightmare

But this nightmare is forever
I lost my one true love

And now I'm alone here again
Left with nothing but scars and memories