Sometimes i flirt with suicide
Sometimes i flirt with you
sometimes i count back five four tree two
sometimes I'm up and then I'm down
sometimes i try to drown
then there was that time with the knife
it was deep, Resa saved my life
then the time with the Advil
silly little pill
1 2 3 4 count a little more
thats right all the way up to 24
but that only made me sick
so i hit my head on the brick
But that made my head hurt so more Advil
sometimes all you need is one little thrill
like scares on your wrists
or bumps on the head
the blood on the bed
the knife covered in blood on my sheets
on this cold night i go and walk the streets
if I'm lucky someone will shoot me
i can fall down dead, they killed me
sometimes all i want is to die
talking to my friends telling them the same old lie
i Smile for the camera and shine like stars
Never showing them all my scars
