Outward Apperance

Just to let Carrie know how I feel... it really hurts.

On the outward appearance
I might seem okay
But on the inside I’m breaking
And I need to say

That this really hurt me
There’s a pain in my chest
Because: you and him
But I wish you the best

The one thing that gets me
Is the fact that you knew
You knew that I liked him
Before you even liked him true

And that’s what upsets me
And makes me hurt most
Because you knew of it
And we were so close

It really hurts me
And I wanted you to know
That I’m not okay
Though I try not to let it show