Im no longer alive inside

Hurt is running through my veins
I feel such rush, that it turns to pain

Ice cold heart, and a bitter taste
My life\'s going nowhere, its all a waste

Butterflies flying
cupid is floating
But satan comes and tries to destroy me

So i turn to the one
Who use to make me happy, but no longer can

I now turn to nothing
But a feeling that makes me numb

Its something i do
It made me the person i have become

But no one seems to notice, or even maybe care
They just see right through me as if there is no feeling or thought there

And when i lay my head back down
A feeling i do get

Its one that makes me feel so alone
Its a feeling i can no longer forget

So when im sad, i have nothing to cope
I just pray to God that he will give me some hope

No longer do i stand with pride
I look down at myself, as stride

No longer am i cured of depression
Im sad and hopeless of the right direction

I look in the mirror
And dont know who i see

Becuase the one in the mirror
Just couldnt be me