You ruined me,
so easily
so that just one song is all it takes
for everything in me to slowly break
down to pieces that lay on the floor
just so i can pick them up again to have them broken once more.
i forced myself not to blink my eyes as they filled
with my anger, my depression, until the tears spilled
and it's useless to stop them after the first one already fell
because my tears are my secrets i cannot tell
my tears are my weaknesses, my failures, my lies
but you could never tell behind this smile of mine