Questions in my head last night

Last night I remembered you.
Last night I didn't sleep.

I kept asking myself:

Why'd you provoke him?
Why'd you cause this pain?
Did you do it every time?
Did you enjoy it?
Is that why?

My questions hurt me.
My mind is going to go crazy.
I can't stop asking those questions.

Why'd I do it?
How could I?
Am I that much like my......
...."Mother"?