The pain
The anger
The frustration
Nobody knows
Nobody cares
How can they understand
They are different
The don’t know
I feel trapped
My soul is dying
More and more everyday
I feel crushed
Defeated
Dead to the world
I want to leave
But I cant
I want to talk
But no one listens
I don’t know what to do
I think about ending it
All the time
Taking a blade to the wrist or
Jumping
I just want the pain
To leave
This time I’m serious
It is going to happen
I want it to happen
I will make it happen.