All locked away

I'm still remembering
About the times
When we were together

You cross my mind
At least once every week
Wondering if you are OK

I've locked away
All the memories
That we've shared

All the good times
All the laughs
All the cries
All the pain
All locked away

I should know by now
To not do this to myself
You think I would have
Learned my lesson
But my 1st cut wasn't the deepest

I know the painful thing
ever is the heartbreak

I know you said
You want the best for me
But if you only knew
Had all that when I had you

I don't know if I can bear
The thought of
Being friends

I don't know
If I can bear
To even look at you

It makes me wonder
What your intentions
Were & why
You wasted all of that time with me

I am left with the ruins
Of a past situation
That maybe would have been
Better still buried
But on the other hand,
I think it is really a lot better
That it worked out like this

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