I came home from school
With a fake smile on my face
Like I had won the race
I hide all there was to hide
Nothing left but my memory of your death
I fell down down right into the ground on my knees
I fell down down my face in my hands
I fell down down in my head
I fell down down crying all my grief out
I will never forget the things you said
I will never be quiet in bed
cause I'm thinking of you
cause there's nothing I can do but CRY
All there is to do is CRY
Why did you have to DIE
I'm crying calling for you
Your not answering
I'm hoping I'll get through
This life without you
I'm not feeling to well
I wanna give up and go to hell
There's nothing I can do
I need you
You're gone I can't accept that
You're gone and I'm not turning back
I'm certainly not going on
I can't live without you
Surviving without you
I'll put on a fake smile
I'll wear dark clothes so no one knows I exist
I'll go to bed early to see you in my dreams
I just wanted to say I love You and for you to love me too
The day you went away
The day I slept in bed for the longest time
The day I missed you more than anything
The day, the day, the day you died
When I had to say goodbye
