Mixed emotions

What does my face seem to show?
I just can`t keep one feeling; can`t go w/ the flow

like a yellow sunflower, changing directions
just goes to show you, I have many imperfections
love, friendship, school cause these trembling emotions
keeps on moving like a large blue ocean

can`t keep one feeling; have to have many
there`s so much, can`t keep track of the plenty
are there some feelings I haven`t showed?
I bet you there are, you`ll see them as soon as I unload

mixed emotions are just a confusion
sometimes I hope it was an illusion
maybe one day I`ll take the road to one feeling that`s true
& hope that it`s the opposite of being blue