These voices

These voices in my head
painful torture i dread
SHUT UP i try to say
but they just seem to stay

For help i want to cry
but all i do is lie
don't worry, I'm OK
but i friends to stay

when these voices come back
the strength i need just lacks
friends i see want to help
but all i do is yell

screams i try to ignore
they just make me more sore
crowds of people i see
its what it likes for me

wanting to shout the truth
wanting them to see through
these lies i keep saying
i just keep on praying

praying these things would go
voices my friends? my foes
i wish i was alone
just somewhere on my own