Why did this happen? how did i get here?
it shocked and appalled me and put me in fear
how could she do that? it makes me think
the only thing that cures the pain is something i have to drink
i get drunk and screw the world
all because of that one girl
she chewed and spit out my heart
it battered and shattered and ripped apart
i thought because of all the good times we shared
that maybe she actually really did care
but no she didn't she was full of lies
my brightest days were soon full of rainy skies
I shed so many tears,almost crying every night
I'm giving up everything i don't want to fight
when i look into her eyes i look to the ground
if you listen carefully you'll hear that breaking sound
i thought that i finally found someone
shouldn't have thought anything of it I'm meant to be alone
why do i always have to have this curse
this pain never stops it always hurts
why cant girls ever accept me for being me
instead of always trying to change me into something i shouldn't be
i know that this pain will never go away
so trapped in these rainy days is where I'll have to stay-Kasper-
