Everythings okay

Last night i had a dream that you came back to life and you told me everything i needed to know about life and it scared me cause that day a year ago you died in my arms and it was around the same time you called me and we talked for hours then you said you had to go cause you had to do something then i got a call a hour later from your parents telling me you killed yourself right after we got off the phone i couldn't help it i busted out crying and i went to the box i had all my secret stuff in and i grabbed my blade and cut myself now there's blood all over my clothes and on my floor and bed,,,next thing i know I'm laying on the floor with your body standing over me and your telling me everything will be okay...then again and again i relive that day and i keep hearing your voice saying "I'm sorry I'm sorry everything gonna be okay now" but deep down i know its not for i am gone...