I Love You

I miss the way you held me.
I miss the way you kissed me.
I miss the way you said you loved me.
I miss the way you said everything is going to be all right.

You comforted me when I was down.
You were always there for me.
I don’t know why I let you go.
Call me crazy,
I couldn’t handle the pressure.

Knowing you’ll be there for me, but would I be there for you?
Everyone was pressuring me
I didn’t have anyone but you.
Then you left.

You left me alone crying at night
Wondering what I could have done
Remembering the first day we met promising you’ll never leave my side.
You said I was special.
You said you’d never leave.

And when that one night we fought...
I’m sorry.
The next day we didn’t talk…
I’m sorry

I should’ve said something.
It was my entire fault.
I didn’t have to listen to my friends,
I new I loved you. They didn’t.
Even thought it was so hard to say it.

The words had to be for someone special.
I could never say I Love You just to anyone.
You understood although it hurt you so.
I wish now I could have told you how I felt.
But now it’s too late.

We could have been something.
Who cares what other people thought.
Now it’s too late.

I’ll never forget you.
You were my first love.
I shouldn’t ignored the feeling,
I shouldn’t have set it aside.

The day comes when I see you lying in your casket
I wonder…
What could we have been?
How jealous people would be.

All these thoughts rushing into my mind,
I begin to beg on my knees for you to come back
And not leave me here by my side.
I need you!

You left me with all my questions and troubled thoughts,
All my what ifs along with my lonely tears.

I lay asleep thinking about you.
The way you smiled at me no matter how bad a day it was.
You always thought about me before yourself.
How handsome you were when you just talked to your friends.
I wanted you all to myself.

There were so many people who envied us.
But you were such a nice guy.
The perfect special someone.

I try to go to sleep on my now wet pillow…
But I just cant.
I pray… why him?

It could have been anyone else.
It’s not fair. He was mine.
Why did you take him away from me?

If I had one more chance to see him
I would say… I Love You.