WheA i belOng

So you think u got it all
my wish is your command
the things u say and do
ill just never understand
i would do anything for you
i care more than you know
if you ever needed me to be there
you can be sure id never go
but it seems to you I'm nothing
always second choice
never listen to a word i say
as if i haven't got a voice
like what i think doesn't matter
not a thing i do is right
many would've given up by now
and i think that i just mite
you bring to me uncertainty
and unwanted bouts of stress
i swear i never thought I'd say this
but each day i love you less and less
i don't want you all so much
cuz you'll never be who u were
and who it is that person was
i will never be really sure
our short affair was sweet
u cast upon my heart a spell
enchanted my soul with your touch
and in love with you i fell
i felt a pain so intense
my heart had been set to burn
for i had been so foolish
having to hurt before i learn
it was all because of my mistake
it was you i did deceive
but all could be undone
if my heart would just believe
see the mind sometimes forgets
the things its seen and heard
but the heart still has the scars
for these cannot be cured
time will heal all wounds
make fresh of the unclean
but venture deeper inside the heart
to reveal all of the unseen
hold a light unto your past
unearth all you are to forget
some moments of great honor
and others of regret
so altho Ive done you wrong
we all wish but to just live
release all past resentments
despite it may be hard to forgive
i wish to keep you in my life
for it is you who i hold dear
but it seems the way your acting
your intentions have come clear
if you cannot forgive me
hold for me nothing but spite
if you cannot appreciate me
at least try to be polite
if you cannot give me explanation
one good reason why I'm wrong
then good luck finding your answers
because I'm where i belong.