My Pain

by John   Sep 3, 2004


When I sit in class
Waiting for the time to pass
I think of you all the time
Like a thin wall I cannot clime

I slit my wrists when I am depressed
I’m really stupid, but you probably guessed
I love you so much to just let you go
I need you now, but the answer is no

Now I wear a long sleeve shirt
Pressuring down so blood doesn’t squirt
I will ruin my life to make yours better
I show my thoughts through a stupid letter

Even though I seem like I'm fine
My life feels short, like real thin line
I want to grab you and look at your arm
Kiss your scares and remove all the harm

My heart skips a beat when I think of you
I wish I were dead because I feel so blue
You tell me you’re not happy, but yet you are
You’re drifting away, I can’t see that far

Then I sit and wonder if we never met
My head starts to hurt and then I start to sweat
I want you to hold forever and ever
But I can’t so I will pull this one lever

As I drop with the noose on my neck
If you love me, I will see you in a sec.
You come to funeral with tears down your cheek
You look in my casket to take a peak

You cry and weep over my dead corpse
I don’t want you to worry or feel remorse
Look at me one more time
This is my last day, I have completed my crime

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