by Sara Sep 4, 2004
category :
Sadness, depression /
about depression
I\'m ashamed to look in the mirror because i know that's the girl who has hurt everyone she has ever loved. i know how she's lied to get her way, and how late at night she wakes up to hear her mother and father arguing over the god damn stupidest things. i know how she feels when she sees her own blood on her and how she wants that feeling to never go away. how she sits and waits for her boyfriend to call and when he doesn't she cries. i know how she wants her parents to be proud of her, but she's always feeling like a failure. how she loves it when her boyfriend says he loves her. and how she hates it because she knows he'll be leaving her soon too. how when she cries her face scrunches up and gets bright red. how she has so many dreams but deep down she knows none of the many will come true. the mirror is her enemy. it is the source of all her hate, pain, hurt, and emotion. She punches the mirror. |