Maybe i still love him

Today I woke up with a feeling,
Knowing something was so wrong,
I was finally ready to say I love you
To someone I loved for so long.

I knew, for sure, we were in love,
All the signs were there,
And every time he asked about life,
I thought; he really does care.

I remember when he kissed me,
And told me how forever we will be,
His eyes sparkled in mine, and his
Only love was for me.

But when I called him this morning,
We seemed so far apart,
Even with his sweet voice so close,
Trouble stirred in my heart.

It's so funny how I loved him,
And he was so perfect in my head,
I knew he loved me then,
And I believed in everything he said.

The last few days something happened and
His love dissolved as time went on,
And when I woke up today, my heart
Warned me that it was truly gone.

I still want him so bad, and
He seems to be the only thing I lack,
Its so funny how we can love someone,
But they can't love us back.