Pressed firmly against my wrist
wishing to dig right in
the knife lays on my skin
so ice cold I shiver
is this really it
the end of the line
the last breathe I breath
the last moment I am alive
debating to push I think
so hard my head begins to hurt
hurt
a word I know and not only that
but feel every day of my life
a feeling known from my body
to my mind
without doubt
tired of pain
I thursted it in
pushing so hard
and digging so deep
revealing my secrets
through the drops of my blood
and soon the darkness
clouding my mind
my last moment is gone
my breath has ceased
no more debating
no more hurting.
no more anything
