WHy Sadness WIns

Dreaming all these dreams I can't explain
All these things that go insane
Seeing nothing but darkness in your head
Dreaming nothing that you've read
All these things come naturally
Like a cloud in the sky
Waving hi
When all these feelings come to life
You feel as though you're going to break
Like a glass of a window shattered in pieces
The rose that you've seen
The one that haunts you in your dreams
The one that is ruby red
Like blood on the window
Seeking for comfort
Looking for someone to be me
I can't stand this
I can't take this anymore
I need to find help
Someone to see what I need to be
Thinking up all these questions
No answers given
Many people stare
I don't really care
I know I'm me
I know I'm free somewhere else
Like a star in the dark black sky
Very few stars are out there playing WHO wants to Die First?'
The one who's caught blows up and dies
Fire burning the little stars cry
Fire raging
People looking
With no curiosity
Just like it happens everyday
Just like me
You can't see
How I feel inside
How you torture me day after day
How I can't seem to find the path to my life
Oh how sadness touches my face
Sadness is the one who won first place
I couldn't fight it
I couldn't beat it
Sadness won tonight in my dreams
Sadness touches my face