As I Lay

You made me this way
Dreaming of you everyday
I need you now to talk to me
Don’t leave me alone to be
All alone in my room
I’m wounded and in such doom
I dream of you ever night
I always have to fight
There always nightmares of you dying
But I wake up and feel like lying
About the dreams and how I feel
I watch my skin fall as I peel
I feel I want to kneel down and pray
For my death and forever lay
I look in your eyes and see your pain
I can’t take it away so I go insane
You have someone to be there when you’re sad
I don’t have anyone like I once had
When you tell me your sad and down
I try to help but cant so I frown
I can’t do anything to help you through
All this pain that you choose to do
I want you to call me and tell me what’s wrong
But you wont so I sit here crying ever so long
I’m beginning to think that you don’t care anymore
So I try to close my eyes and slam the door
It’s to hard not to think how you feel
But whenever I see your face I try not to deal
With all the pain that is in my heart
It’s just tearing my apart
I love you so much, can’t you tell
Without you I will end up in hell