You’re going to your friends
clear across the state
you say you don’t want to go
and that’s something that I hate
you know you want to go
you just want my permission
but it’s not up to me
it’s all your decision
but when I want to go somewhere
visit one of my friends
it’s not allowed
you\'ll miss me to much then
it’s just when you’re with your friends
I guess you won’t miss me
it doesn’t make any sense
maybe there’s something that I don’t see
if I left for a week anyway
I probably couldn’t trust you
I know you’d cheat on me
and say it wasn’t true
so you’re clear across the state
watching your friends drink
when does your thought of missing me
finally start to sink
you call me and complain
about how bored you are
when it was your choice
and you are all out at the bar
you said you wouldn’t drink
but you’re an alcoholic
it’s like saying crosses
are never seen on gothic
when I asked you if you had
you said only one
but it’s the beginning of the night
and your there to have your fun
and fun to you is fun for them
you’ll do anything they want
And you’ll try to pretend
To be something that your not
Then in the middle of the night
You call and want to talk to me
But when were on the phone
To me you hardly speak
It’s all about people that are next to you
When you know I’m on the phone
Oh sorry about that what were you saying
then 2 mins later I’m once again alone
Don’t call and b*t*h to me
when it’s your choice to be there
don’t call and try to act
like you really do care
because I know what you’re doing
and wonder if this is how its gonna be
cause if this is the way it is
then I wonder do you even miss me
