Wasn't my time..

Blood is everywhere,
But I can only see,
The lifeless body,
That once was me.

I look no different,
Just a little bit whiter,
I guess i wasn't,
Such a great fighter.

I couldn't take it,
I tried not to make a mess,
But everything i did,
Didn't make sense.

I had nothing
nothing it seems
but everybody thought my life was good
like in dreams

This wasn't my time,
My life wasn't at its low,
My days weren't numbered,
I wasn't ready to go...