No pain no gain they say,
I say what do they no,
Pain is something that hurts like hell,
Emotional, physical or just dame there,
What is the point?
Why do I care?
I’m suffering,
Muttering under my breath,
Think and sinking,
Then the light goes off,
Stumbling out in to the night,
I look around for the light,
I’m think and sinking,
Crying so loud,
I fall to the ground,
The dark surround me,
The pain grows,
My anguish is intense,
Suffering immense.
Where is the release?
Why wont this cease?
Why is it like this?
What is the point?
Why do I care?
Shut up.
Voices inside me head,
Won’t be quite.
Can’t think,
Needing help,
Can’t shout out,
Hitting out,
I can’t see,
Panicking,
Screaming.
I blank out!
