Before bed I hold my tears back.
I live this life of jack.
Its not hard but I do things wrong.
I even said that I would stand strong.
The tears still pour out.
I still am fighting my own boute.
I look in the mirror but the reflection is not there.
I regret the times when I said I didn't care.
Everything I ever loved, I left behind.
Most times its a mess in my mind.
I ask God to forgive.
But sometimes I don't want to live.
Where did I come from and where am I going?
I show emotions but what are they showing?
I've felt love but it never stayed.
I've had friends but they fade.
I look for things to do now.
I've broken some vows.
I think about the future,present and past.
Do what you can because life can go fast.
