I spend so many nights,
just using tears to put me slowly to sleep.
They sometimes comfort me,
yet sometimes make things worse.
I hate these feeling and want things to change.
I don't want to be wasting so many hours,
just crying over my insecurities and stresses,
or worrying about what the future holds.
I want a new me.
I want to live for now and not look for tomorrow.
I want to be positive and throw away the bad.
I want to smile and be happy,
because I'm sick of all these tears.
No more pain, no more crying.
Now I'm new, and a much better person.
Horrible fears and ideas hidden away.
I've changed and ready to face the world again.
Starting a new type of life,
I am new and there are no more tears.
