I WAS NEVER MEANT TO BE (2 version)

From the beginning of my life,
Things were switched around and changed,
I was given away,
My life was rearranged.

To her I was something she couldn't handle
To her i was her every wrong,
so she put me up for adoption,
And for her, she could now keep going on.

I was brought into a family,
filled with so much love and care,
For once in my life i was loved,
but there love i just couldn't compare.

Deep inside my heart i wanted her,
more than anyone else in the world,
i wanted my mom to love me,
and remember me as her baby girl.

But the truth was, she never loved me,
I was rejected broken and confound,
all because of 1 choice she made,
The choice of not wanting me around,

And to her i was her biggest problem,
To her i wasn't her baby girl,
In my mum's eyes i was her greatest mistake,
I was never meant to be part of this world.