As I stand here all one my own, no one to hold my hand,
I wonder what happened to that lost and lonely girl,
The smile on her face once brightened the day of all,
The shadow of her tears made everyone want to cry,
I wonder what happened to the innocent little girl,
The one I used to know so well as happy and cheerful,
She seemed to make a laugh out of every situation,
The carefree hassles of thinking everyone nice and loving,
She seemed to fade slightly at first, yes I noticed it all,
Slowly she was degraded and cursed for innocence,
Her pride was broken; her loving smiled shattered,
For some reason her presence annoyed and irritated,
How can someone be so happy and yet find sadness?
What happened to that girl I once knew as cheerful and happy?
We all know the story; she found her comfort in a blade,
She was lost and lonely; no one cared for her any more,
I can tell you she found her love in pointless wonderings,
Slowly her smile became jaded and faded, no more cheering,
It's all so true how a smile can fade with anger and greed,
Hatred now welling in her heart, what can save from death?
Why does it turn that every one loses the shine of pride?
They have shattered her pride, broken her perch on the world,
Brought her down, made life a living hell for her choosing,
Whatever happened to her in this dreadful world we live?
I stand alone, no one by my side any more, to tears I turn,
What can help me here and now? Nothing but what I live,
Breathe the lies, watch the skies, and shadow my sun now,
Keep away your fears; insult me at your own will,
I happened to myself; I woke up to the pain of misery,
Nothing to steer the hatred welling within my heart os stone,
It all bubbled over before your lies and eyes so bright,
Shadow the walls; shed light not on what we now own,
You have lost the treasure of this life, worlds unknown,
Hate me, love me, bind me, kill me, take me, push me,
Shove me, throw me, murder me, save me, and hurt me,
Feel this love, feel this pain, know now what you have done,
You know what? F**k this crap; take away all these lies,
Stop the torture, I wont write these hidden sanity’s now,
I'll be blunt and say you lost it all for the greed you hate,
I turned to this because you couldn't care enough for me.
