Waiting...

I've chained up my heart for a long time,
And thrown away the key some place.
Staying away as I worked on my rhyme,
I'm finally ready to have a taste…

Of how it's like to love another.
With her, to share both wealth and pain,
And be closer to her than a brother.
But all this looking has begun to drain…

Hope of ever finding my soul mate.
Barely started but given up.
Maybe I'm the one that God likes to hate.
Maybe I'm not ready for the abrupt…

Change in the style of my way of life.
But I'm lying and feel phony.
By myself, I've conquered infinite strife.
I've been alone but never felt lonely…

When I had to do things without support.
Yet now I need a girl to help me heal.
But there's no girl here left for me to court.
And so I wait with a longing to feel…

Complete