Fading

I have realized now that my life is pointless

i have learned to except the fact that I'm nothing

but i know i cant make it through this life anymore

i know i have failed in life and I'm excepting that

i want things to get better

but im fading and fading fast and i cannot stop it

i want to be back where i came from but i have been taken to this place they call home but i call it hell

now that I'm here I'm fading away and no one seems to notice that I'm dying on the inside but they see me dying slowly on the outside

i cut away the pain each and everyday

the scars on my arms show the life i lead and the pain i live through

tears of blood stream from the cuts and the blade tells my whole life story from begging to end

i live in a world that doesn't except me for me so i hide

my family knows i need help but they don't seem to understand that I'm dying to get out dying to be free and to be away from hem and get out of this life i lead so i cut away the pain slowly each day

so I'm fading