Why do I feel so insecure, so afraid to hold you tight?
When all I ever do is dream about you at night
I long to hold you near, and I know that you are mine
But I still find myself running from you after all this time
Six months of relief, an escape from reality
A hand that I can hold that's always there for me
Yet I still shiver in your presence and retreat from your touch
And I'm worried that I love you too little...or a little too much
Constantly I find my mind drifting to the thought of me and you
I enjoy the thought, but still, although I know your love is true
I'm always questioning your intent in the relationship
I just can't imagine not having you when I trip
Maybe the situation is unreal to me, maybe I'm just afraid
Maybe I'm just used to having my heart broken and betrayed
Or maybe I don't love you, maybe this is a big mistake
Maybe I'm just lost, and your heart is at stake
But no matter the reason, I'm still very sure
That you are in this, your intent is pure
Which confuses me, because as I turn to go
You ask me if I love you...
And I honestly don't know.
