I sit in shadowed empty silence.
Your words engraved in my memory.
Yet another tireless night I am upon.
Wondering what thought was in your head.
Talking. I welcome in open compliance.
Through your eyes you were so intense it was tearing me.
The reason I am acting like this I am drawn.
Or are you done and I being mislead.
I can't Imagine what may have changed.
Any habit you dislike I'd be willing to hang.
I would do anything to see that you are happy.
I need to know, I'm sorry to sound so snappy.
I fear our breaking,
Let me know where I went wrong.
It hurts so bad I'm violently shaking.
Just don't let me hear "We don't belong."
Oh why ?
Why couldn't we?
Why can't it just be?
Why not just us?
Why is it only parents that put up the fuss?
Why does our faith have to be different?
Why can't our differences just go absent?
