Silently fading(a silent scream for help!)

I can't take this any longer,
Please stop your voice,
You don't what what you're doing to me,
You are leaving me no choice,
I tried so very hard,
Did you know I tried for you,
I wanted to get better,
I did all i could do,
And now you've gone and changed,
A flower slowly wilting,
You've lost your self-esteem,
And now it's me your guilting.
It was me who hated all I was,
It was me who went through hell,
I couldn't take hurting you,
So for you i fought to be well,
I went to all the doctors,
I openly confessed,
All the times I could have cheated
but refused are countless.
And now you're bringing me down,
Although I'd never say it to you,
You don't how much your hurting me,
Comparing me to you,
At least i admit the problem,
At least i know I'm sick,
The fact that you think you're not skinny,
Makes me want to scream and kick,
It's starting to get obsessive,
How little that you eat,
And I'm worried to death about you,
And yet my mentality says to compete,
If you don't stop all this soon,
If you don't admit the problem,
Then I'll have to stop this crying,
And start to do some solvin',
I mean it now, I'm breaking,
I'm slowly going backwards,
But I've said all i can say to you,
I've surely played all my cards,
So even though you may be blinded,
And not see how this hurts,
You're gonna bring me down,
Aid in the loss of all for I've worked,
So please I'm silently begging,
On bended knee i pray,
Please see some silent signs,
Before I fade away...

*A poem for Meg, we are having a rough patch and yet she doesn't really know how mcuh she is hurting me right nnow..."