Hello are you there?
I wish I could talk to you face to face
It would make me feel a lot better
I have some questions to ask
Forgive me if I cry
But I need to know if you love me.
Because god I cant feel you
I'm lost and alone and scared and unsure
I don't know which direction to go or were to start
People say you never leave
But why is it when I need you to stay by my side
You feel farther away then normal?
I'm like a little child
In the dark curled up in the corner
Not knowing what to do
I wish you were human
So I could feel your hugs and your warmth
I wish I could hear your voice.
I don't understand why
You have put me through so much and
Why you think I am so strong
Sleep is were there is no pain, were I can escape
I wish I could sleep forever so I wouldn't have to be hurt
There are times when I wish I never had to wake up
A lot of the time things go wrong
More so then good things. So tell me please
If you're so wonderful and so mighty
Why do bad things happen to good people?
Why do I have to carry the heavy chains?
While people go out drinking and don't have a care in the world?
Why do I have to put up with the bad stuff?
What have I ever done wrong!?
That's why sometimes I wonder if you love me
Do you not hear the prayers I say or the emotions I feel?
Do you not hear me calling your name to help me survive?
I just want to live
I don't want to hurt anymore
I'm so tired and drained down
And I wish I didn't care
And I wish I could do this by myself
But when you have almost everyone around you hurting you
Or leaving you or betraying you
It's hard to be strong
That's why I need you
I need you to help me be strong
And to wake up everyday
I need you to love me and to help me
I need to believe that you are real and that you love me
I need you to stay beside me and fight my war.
