Mommy

When I left to go to school
I didn't tell you about my plan
Because you see mommy
When I left to go to school
I had a knife in my hand
Said my "I love yous and good-byes"
But what you didn't realise mommy
Was that I was going to die
This had to be mommy
It's only for the best
But don't worry about me mommy
I'll be in heaven with the rest
Tell my brothers to try to be strong
Tell my grandma try to move on
Mommy, please I dont want you to cry
I really wanted to be happy
I really did try
Mommy, please try to be brave
Tell daddy I love him
And put daddy's angle on my grave
I'm dying mommy
It's too late
I know in my heart
That this is my fate
I wish you were here mommy
My blood is on the ground
I'm getting sleepy and light-headed
My shivering is the only sound
I wish you were here holding me mommy
But only if you knew
That I'm lying here dying mommy
I'm going to be gone soon
But it's OK mommy
You have to be strong
because I'm in a better place mommy
far far beyond
It's getting late mommy
Time for me to go
My blood coming out of my body
Is a steady flow
I love you mommy
You know it's true
And all I want to say mommy
Is "I love you"