I ended up

by SaFtYpInS   Sep 7, 2004


*Ty...I Don't Even Know What I Was Thinking..I Knew It Was All Going To End...*

I ended up caring when I told myself I wasn't going to
I ended up crying over something that wasn't true
I ended up liking every thing you said
I ended up falling in over my head

I ended up trying to forget about you
I ended up talking and dreaming of you
I ended up wishing that none of this was true
I ended up hating me all because of you

I ended up thinking it was all in my head
I ended up staying up late sitting on my bed
I ended up writing some poetry just for you
I ended up wishing you were thinking of me too

I ended up putting my hopes up
I ended up thinking this was real
I ended up disappointing myself
I ended up forgetting how to feel

I ended up finding myself wanting to be with you
I ended up fighting depression because of you
I ended up letting myself get deceive by something that wasn't true
I ended up letting myself to fall in love with you

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  • 20 years ago

    by Tyler

    I Ended up caring, though doing so wasn't allowed
    I ended up interfeering, why do i hate myself now?
    I ended up faced, with a decision that will haunt my life.
    I ended up so close, my mind wouldn't let me get through the strife.
    I Was Finally inlove, And just my luck, it couldn't be...
    After i hurt you so... how is it u still check for me?

    I vanished not to avoid u or to hurt u... but because i couldn't bare to see u with him...

    u were with someone, Im not justifying what i did, but i did it none the less... what had i really changed? Last i checked u were angery with me, and had a guy... If u were really that upset about me going, why wouldn't u call?

  • 20 years ago

    by Not Bulletproof

    aww that is beauitfully written safty...great job..keep writing <33
    -Mortalidaga
    xxxTakeCarexxx
    Smile..<3

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