Speechless

The midnight sky opens up,
And stars fall into my hands.
I'm the unexpecting one,
Intrigued by God's plans.

I'm intrigued by you,
And how your personality works.
Fascinated by your ways,
Smoothing out all the quirks.

I can't believe I fell for it once more,
This new, unexpected love.
If I could chose I would fly away from it all.
Like a crisp, white, beautiful dove.

Why you say I would fly away from it all,
Because I'm aware of the pain love can bring.
Its ups and very many downs,
My soul crushed, never to sing.

I'm so confused with you,
On whether you like me or not.
Maybe I should give up,
But my heart says No give it all you got.

I'd fly to the moon and back for you,
Dance around the stars and fly.
Pick up these broken wings of mine,
In hard times I try not to cry.

There are so many things I'd love to say to you,
But I don't know when or how.
One half of me says don't say anything,
The other half says I want you now.

Whenever I try to tell you,
Whenever I try to confess.
My feelings for you,
You leave me speechless.