I wish you could know the pain I'm going through
I wish you would know how sorry I am for the things I do.
I wish you would see how close I am to the edge of that cliff
I wish you would know what I think when I'm holding a picture of us and wondering "what if?"
I wish you could feel me longing to die when I see your face.
Then you'd know the reason for that one big lie.
I wish you could know my hate for "her"
And she's never gonna be forgiven, not now, not ever.
