Tonight something inside of me clicked. something made me realize how precious you are, how precious life is. something made me realize that i could lose you at any moment. that you could just walk out of my life forever. to be alive and have you in my life is unexplainable. the feeling is just to great to describe with words. tears come to my eyes just thinking about the day that you'll leave me for someone else. i never want that day to come but i have a feeling telling me to be prepared because one day you'll be gone never to return. this feeling of doubt scares me to death but its probably right. your to perfect,to wonderful, to sweet, to loving, to caring, to good to be true. your an angel sent from heaven to touch peoples lives and fill them with love and life. and boy can i say that you have touched mine in ways i never thought anyone could. you've helped me out through all those difficult times. you've been there for me when ever I've needed you. when i was sick you never left my side for any reason. you've never given up on me. it means so much to me to have you in my life. to have you as my best friend. you mean so much to me i can't even begin to express it. this is exactly why when were together i want to take in every moment and remember exactly how everything was and how everything went. the look in your eyes, the way you smell so good, the smile on your face, the sound of you laughing, the warmth of your body against mine when you hold me close, every word that leaves your lips, every taste when we kiss. everything. i don't want to miss anything. your just so wonderful your like a dream. you make me so happy and i love every minute i spend with you. i wouldn't trade it for anything else in the world. my smile never goes away when I'm with you. you know exactly what to say and what to do to make me melt into a puddle on the floor. your so sweet. your the only guy in the whole world for me. I'd never consider another. i wanna spend the rest of my life with you. baby i love you with all my heart your my dream come true.
